im in love?

ok start the story... im in relationship with someone now! its too early for me to admit that im in love with him. truth, im still observing him. i sayang him but yet im still not dare to say that i love him. i do sayang him. and i can feel that this feeling may grow and develope into love. i swear if he's the one for me, i wont find others. i will give him my heart. and put his name on the top of my heart. im still not dare to adore someone but damn he is so adorable =). im gonna love him. i know if he is meant for me! but yet still to early to think about and i have to control this feeling though. i gave him a month to try me and for the same reason im observing him. a month. please convince me to love you!