LOVE IS HELL-im stupid,you jerk!

wish i can turn back time..i miss you so much. i know it worth nothing but still i missing you.i know you happy with someone else now,i can see that. yes honestly im so damn jelous.half of me wanted to hate you but another half of me still loving you. i wont say i love you again coz u belong to someone else now.im just missing you.missing our sweet moments together eventhough it is just for awhile. a month. yes a month only and i never get enough of you. u let me love you for a month and i never get enough of ur love. still remember your words. i heart you my dear.wish i could fix things back. if i know i will suffer like this, i swear i dont wanna meet you. now,im the one who suffer more, missing you like crazy,living life like hell..this is all because of you. i should hate you but i cant. i really cant. the reason for us to end this relationship was on your side. i cant do anything. but theres alot of questions i really want to ask you.. do you really love me or what?
if you know from the start that we cant be together then y u keep on begging for my love? y u make me fall for you? y u said i love you to me if you were not sure about our relationship?
i hate you when i saw u with that girl. i miss you when suddenly i remember back our memories. i really should forget you. i just hope that girl didnt do the same thing that you have done to me. harap u bahagia selalu. i pray for your happiness. past is past. now i really dont wanna care about you..about anyone... about this damn thing called LOVE. thanks coz making me realize that i shouldnt adore someone too much. i am so HEARTLESS AND LOVELESS. STAY AWAY FROM ME. I REALLY DONT WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN.