good bye 2009_bye love

2009 was the most challenging year ever. i met my true love.but it wasnt long. i thought he was the one for me,but im totally wrong.i shouldnt hope anything or believe or fall for him. i know our relationship will not last long,but i was so stupid let his love take control of me. and at the end,im the one who suffer like hell.really.he make it so easy. hard for me to trust any guy now. and the most important , i dont want to adore someone damn much. hes a nice guy. but he sellfish. we cant take back all the things that we said.and he really killing me. or maybe im the one who were very stupid for trusting him.now,6 months passed by,i still cant get over him. so damn fuck off! wake up myra!
i just dont care anymore. hes happy with someone else now n im glad we still friend. and i'll meet him one day if God willing InsyaAllah. our love wasnt normal. i'll remember that. but he didnt give me any chance to make it normal. dont wanna talk about it. pass is pass. whatever. life must go on. dont be stupid. mcm org cakap,kumbang bukan seekor.haha. get over him now! sure i can! haha..